A Break

It's been months since the last time I wrote here. :')

We need to take a break.

My mom just called and ask me to back home.
I said : "I will, Mom. I just don't know when. I'm not really sure."
Mom : "What will you do there? Your sisters ask you too."
Me : "Then just send them to Solo. Enjoy holiday here."
Me : "No, just go home. We need to arrange something."
Me : "Yea I know, but please make sure first about that plan. I've things to do here rather than doing nothing in Jakarta."
Mom : "Come on, you can be my driver when you're here."
Me : "Noo. I'll only get bad traffic jam. And actually I wanna go to beaches with my friends here."
Mom : "Come home..."

I cried.

Did I weird or something? At the first I wanna spend some of my holiday time right here enjoying beautiful-untouched-beaches with my friends. Oh, I do wanna do this!! I want it so bad! But when my mom asked me to go home, I cried.

I know that I need to take a break. Really. But where to go?
I need amazing places to go. A beautiful scenery to enjoy. But I do miss the most breath-taking treasure in my life, whose in Jakarta.
If I could bring all of you to my holiday destinations, I'll be so glad. So blessed.
*Dear GOD, would you please help me?



But maybe I need to take a break first to the place where I've been belong for so long.
Home.
I'm going home.